Sunday, November 30, 2003
fucked up!!
i was blamed for nothin.. wth?! she sucks!
pushing all blames 2 us juz 2 cover wad she has done.. pissed off.. arghx!
claiming dat she din noe aniting dat's goin on among us.. n haf she ever thought if she has made da effort to find out or contact us?
still told elva dat she dunno about tis n dunno bout dat..
i've also been away wif da girls this holiday... cant she simply use her brain 2 tink of wad she cn do instead of complaining n pushing da blame..?
for all i noe.. da eight of us will no longer be dat close animore...
tings r different.. everyone has their own likings n character.. aint easy 2 stay 2geter..
perhaps it'll be better if we're separated..
it seems dat we're staying 2geter juz for da sake of being 2geter.. :(
oh ya.. 2day is someone's birthday eh?
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y B A B O O N!!!
haha.. yawnss.. 2day damn tired...
went shopping since early afternoon.. juz reached home nt long ago..
bought several stuff... ^-^
2molo training againz.. *praysss* that more ppl will cum eh? heehee
shall blog again later if im free.. shall chat wif frenz 1st..
cheers!
9:56 PM
another saturday~
guess wad?! i noe how 2 paddle a k1 !!!!!!! haha..
so happiee... hehehehehhehehehhehehhehhehehehe.......
but i gt 2 blisters on my leg..>_< all cos of da toopid k1 boat.. &^%T^&$#^$#(
yesterday's training 4 ppl turned up.. just hope dat da next training will be better eh? haha.. was typing a proposal for da recruitment for canoeing nxt yr n da planned activities... so mafan.. still gotta contact their principal to discuss about the events nxt yr.. argh!
yawns.. life's getting bored for mi man.. haix haix.. not much interested tings happening.. shall log off now.. haha.. i m a rotten n decomposed gurl :P
12:30 AM
Friday, November 28, 2003
sigh.. having terrible headache now.. runnin a fever too >_<
sad. guess tomorrow's training oni a few pathetic souls will turn up. argh! aint goin 2 plead them animore.. kinda pissed off.. @*#&*@(^*&^#@(*!^(!*@ saving da team aint 1 or 2 person's job.. it's da team.. but nobody seems 2 be interested in saving da team.. -dissapointed- what will others see our teams as? useless?
elva sms-ed me juz now.. she aint feeling well.. sad. wonder how's everything goin on for her over there... n kakak.. if she still misses hitam? :~~~~(
oh ya! at least got a piece of good news after so much sorrows.. i got 250 bucks!!! its a merit bursary award.. *grinz* finally hard work r paid off... shall give this money 2 my parents ^-^ filial eh? :X
okie.. shall log off now.. (=^.^=) good nitesssssssss
12:37 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2003
i'm a big slacker!
been home for da whole day >_<
bored. bored. bored.
awaiting for
18th december.. my buddy's return! misses my buddy sooo much... how i wish i'm loaded.. can easily get a ticket over 2 bali to enjoy too eh? *sObs* but.. too bad.. i aint. haven been goin on a holiday for sucha long time le.. esp. wif my family.. times are bad i must say.. home alone is terribly bored.. parents n siblings r all working.. i'll oni start mine next wk? :( wonder how everything will be like for me wen i work in jack's place.. guess i'll be really drifted away from my com.. my frens eh?
oh ya! dat toopid ah goh bought Canon powershot S400.. !@*&^(#*&%*&!@(*#&!@ its my dream camera!!!!! sad. juz pray hard dat my parents strike lottery.. hahas.. tomorrow hafing training again.. wonder how many will turn up this time.. hopes dat more will come eh? *praysss* last training was damn pathetic.. !!! oni 3 turned up.. n its like.. wth!? hrmmx.. others were sick, tired, havin dance, cnt be contacted.. etc .. sighs. seems dat stuff are getting from bad 2 worst eh? i m pretty curious of y everyone seems 2 be running away from canoeing? cos.. its boring? tiring? or??!?! just couldnt figure out da real reason.. *thinking cap*
finally went 2 lavender to return da stuff yest.. luckily i was able 2 get ben, ken n boon 2 go down wif mi.. or else.. i tink dat guy sure nag alotx.. lols.. kenneth's mum was hospitalised.. n he was nt worried at all.. omg?! hrmmx.. he still cn joke ard.. felt dat he n his mum r strangers.. b4 visiting his mum.. he was still like asking.. "wad should i say? like nt natural leh." --> ridiculous eh? guess he n his mum seldom tok.. everything seems damn odd.. haha.. went for dinner at alexandra market.. finally got to eat da.. pig's liver..(sounds gross eh) but dat's my favourite! haha.. met my sis at her work place wif da company of the three guys.. cos i was terribly frightened by da scary incident dat ben told us earlier.. *shiverssss*
went to da pasa-malam at bukit merah central.. its a 2-week thingie... pretty long eh? so mani nice nice junk food there.. shall get my dad 2 buy back 2nite.. heehee... oh ya.. so mani ppl's bdae n xmas is round da corner.. -headache- gonna be broke again.. cn u imagine? i've spent 100 bucks within 4 days.. n dat means alot 2 me!!! sigh..now bank oni left wif ard 20 bucks... so pathetic.. :~~~~~~~( will $$ fall from da sky?!
haix.. nth 2 blog le.. been feeling so lethargic for da past few days.. wad happened 2 mi!!??!?!?
4:50 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
yawns.
i'm feeling so tired for da whole day. guess its due to yest's training. still aching like hell.
elva called me juz now from bali... sigh.. she's enjoying herself so much just now..
:~~~~( da clear seawater n soft sand.. awwwwww... how i wish i can get there 2 enjoy myself... sad sad. i've been rotting at home for da past 3 wks.. argh!
surf ard and found this interesting.. :
Some people think of Teen Love and smile. It's not real love, they say. Puppy Love, they call it. Those people, I think, have very short memories, and no longer recall the realities of their first love experiences. While few expect teen love to last a lifetime, that hardly makes it less real. Half or more of all adult love doesn't last a lifetime either.
Teen love is very real. And powerful. Perhaps at no other time in our lives are the joys and pains felt as strongly, or experienced more deeply. Who among us, after all, can ever forget our first love?
guess i shall log off now.. ^-^ juz cant tink of wad 2 blog.. simply miss my buddy so much... :(
training 2molo. hell again? let's see...
11:17 PM
H E L L
today's training is real hell! whole body aching like... argh!
ran frm kallang --> esplanade... sea training <2 circuits+ concentration in waterskiing area>... 2 sets... TERRIBLE! oni 8 ppl was down... however.. training was pretty serious 2day.. ^-^ love 2 see da team getting back.. but but but...mani dosen seems 2 be bothered bout canoeing animore.. sighx..
buddy went back 2 indo 2day.. so sad... my buddy's gone! no ppl 2 listen 2 my crapping.. no shoulder 2 support.. i guess no one else knows me better den she does... pretty vexed over several stuff recently... really hope that someone would stay by me 2 tk my nonsense.. but.. there isnt after buddy left.. just got to realise how impt a fren is... esp one who is like elva.. simply great!
was zzz @ xm's place after sending elva off... catch up on our lives recently.. everyone seems 2 be stressed.. esp. in relationship matters.. several frens rang mi up to tok... all had probs wif bf.. now i understand how great it is being single.. *grinz* if only... things could be perfect.. my god.. it'll be fantastic! guess i tink too much le.. haha.. guess i shall log off now.. niteZ!
12:54 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2003
yAwnsss.. juz reached home not long.. so tired!!!
supposed 2 go for training 2day.. but ended up 5 ppl down (including goh)... pretty sad eh?! :( hrmmx.. dunno y.. i simply hate ppl saying dat delta canoeing team will close down n stuff liddat... perhaps.. i really mind alot abt this team.. everything isnt goin on da right track now... everyone in da team is like scattered.. team spirit down.. no longer like da past.. da guys always says that its all cos of da gers...always comment that we always complain here complain there.. say their sec1 training was da best.. i really ponder alot.. frankly speaking.. da gers have contributed alot! i do agree dat we aint serious at times.. but.. its pretty unfair 2 push da blame 2 us.. its not our fault tat da team went down.. it's everyone's role to maintain da team isnt it? we actually had a mini discussion wif goh in coming out with a solution to saving tis team.. n i was very disappointed dat sufian, gabriel n niven actually went against da girls almost all da time.. sucks man.. can't they juz reflect on themselves too? they can always comment on us.. i dun mind.. but do they have da rights?! they themselves also once thought of quiting, join bball, anti-social in da team n etc.. nobody is perfect! arghxxxxxxx! hope dat i'll be able 2 finish up my proposal before monday so dat i cn summit 2 goh earlier.. so stressed.. so much tasks on hand.. awwwwwwwww!!! HELP!!!!!
went 2 mit mrs. goh n mother-in-law after our lunch @ bugis... advanced to takashimaya after dat n dine at mr goh's brother's shop.. da spagetti there was.. fabulous! haha.. kinda paiseh cos we're like intruding into their family time.. but nvm.. we're thick-skinned! haha.. next.. we went down 2 clarke quay by bus.. it's da busker's festival!! haha.. actually went down 2 support da jaxee! hrmmx.. but we arrived there earli n roamed ard...da performances there were great man! haha. da jaxee danced pretty well! but tink somehow da thorn among the roses wasnt able to perform and actually gt a replacement.. hope things goes well n da jaxee grp cn dance 2geter againz 2molo eh? *praysss*
were at arcade wif a grp of guys after dat (so sad.. no girlsssss :(!!!) hrmmx.. finally vented my anger on bishi-bashi champ! haha.. pretty happie as i finally gt da chance 2 play so much for da nite..*grinz* we even took a neoprint after dat.. kinda toopid eh? but its pretty memorable.. ^-^
took a cab home with an empty stomach cos i dun wanna travel all da way 2 redhill... no straight bus.. sighx. fortunately... my sista was also hungry after her company's dinner & dance n accompanied me down for supper.. *smilessss* n here i am! haha.. been crapping a lot eh? so boreddddddd!
misses my sch days so much... if only.. delta is still standing.. *sObs*
2:07 AM
Thursday, November 20, 2003
though she's not my closest pal.. but i just simply feel the pain.. i would say dat i'll never expect her to do what she's currently doing and continue to put up such a wonderful show infront of me.. i felt used eh?
true friends are really hard to come by.. betray, backstab, pack of lies and etc. are essential in someone's life i would say.. it's human nature.. but.. can't all these facts be changed or improved? ain't we living on for da better? why this world seems to be getting worst instead? is this what ppl says by reality? it's goin to be pretty unfair to some who strived hard for a better future and those who sacrificed in their life journey.. this world is changing from a colourful picture to a black-n-white one.. its dull. everyone is selfish.. including u n i.. practically everyone is living on for themselves.. the world has changed! people changed! n it simply sucks!!!!
When the night seems to be its darkest
it means the sun will soon rise up
Press on.. Don't give up!
6:56 PM
I'm tired!! Body aching everywhere..
when I was on my way back from orchard last night.. It bypass delta.. Suddenly memories started playing on my mind.. both the happy and sad memories.. Its been 3 years eh? Always hoping that I'll have juniors to bully.. But.. Unfortunately.. There isn't. When I 1st got into this school.. Wanted to apply for a transfer.. cos I dun even got any idea wad kinda school is this.. Still initially thought that it's an art museum or something cos I saw several statues when I was walking in by block b.. But.. My mum after some consideration drop the idea n wants me to stay on in this school.. Now I understand what's the meaning of
never judge a book by its cover. It may seems rundown.. May seems small.. It may not even exists in some people.. But.. Delta will always be the greatest, the best school that brought in lotssa memories which are worth marking in my life.. Used to have stage fright but now? Never! I can stand on the stage confidently to deliver a speech.. Who's credit? Delta.. It has given me a lot of opportunities to reveal my abilities.. Though I always felt that schooling is boring.. Schooling sucks.. Teachers sucks.. Everyone sucks.. But its always the case that after u lose something.. Then.. You'll learn to treasure them.. Just gotta pray hard that all deltaians will stay as one together and never like the merahans affect us in one way or another..
DELTA ROX!
Guess i shall log off now.. Cheers!
10:49 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
This is my favourite song.. =) Lyrics are meaningful.. Do download if you're free eh?
AIR SUPPLY - All out of love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Chorus
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Chorus(3x)
10:03 AM
yOYoooooooo.. sianx -.- 2molo got canoeing training!!!!!!! oMG!?!?! :( i m damn damn tired!!!!! i m sick n tired of life man.. seems dat my life has turned dull n boring..
family.. felt dat da bond has drifted apart..
friends.. drifted apart too? sigh sigh.. true friends are hard to come by eh?!
love nothing much.. still single wandering around with lotssa freedom ^-^..
school closed down! -.- sigh sigh... everything change! how i wish i have someone to rely on.. a pillar to support.. really tired... life's in great mess!!!!!! awwww...
oh ya.. heeded elva's advice n explained everything to matt... n things turned well! :) now.. i feel much more comfortable toking 2 him w/o havin 2 worry about all those stuff... just felt tat life's so different now.. if only this happens 3 yrs back.. i mite have fell for him.. but.. its love is not just love to me now.. love is a full devotion n trust in one another.. n i doubt i have in him.. haha. he's simply too rich.. n we're in 2 different world.. i'd prefer a simple n sweet relationship instead.. *dreamssss*
today.. just simple routine.. tink i shall change the way of bloggin from daily stuff to more of a feeling kinda ting?! heehee.. its getting late.. shall log off.. *HuGgssssss*
12:55 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
arghxxxxxxxxx!!!!!!! i m damn fucked up now.. wad have i or my parents done wrong man!? she's like throwing her temper like nobody's business.. i've been tolerating with all these nonsense for dayssssssss! n i cannot tk it animore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m goin mad soon!!!!! i need 2 vent my anger on something... kns.. can't she just reflect on herself and change for the betteR?! though she've always been a sensible n nice sista.. but.. her bad temper ruined her nice image in my mind... i m goin crazy.. guess i shall get a bishi bashi champ machine ... vent my anger anitime i like.. she better not get near me now.. i'll go crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n thank god dat she'll be goin chalet 2molo.. hope dat by da time i wake up 2molo.. she'll be out!!!!!!!!!
12:22 AM
Monday, November 17, 2003
yOz.. !!! its been 2 days since i last blogged? *grinz* guess this blog will be a long long one... so.. juz gotta bear wif mi... lemmi start with saturday.. dunno y.. i juz automatically wake up in da morning at ard 8+ everyday.. guess it've already been a habit 2 wake up early eh? was at elva's place.. supposed 2 wake up at 10.. but ended up at 6!!! omg. tat's terrible! its like.. no computer for me 2 log on (her hardisk crashed), no tv 2 watch cos i mite wake her up... n i just got no choice but 2 force myself 2 sleep again! n tat continues several times till 10.. n i was like so relieved?! heehee.. had some private sharing wif my buddy n catch up of each other's life.. so glad that i still have such a wonderful buddy who listens n support me... thanks buddy!!!!!! *muarks* yeeying came at ard 11 odd and we matched a set of clothing for her.. she looks damn different man! in additional to that..we applied nail polish for her.. n of cos.. picked a bag from elva's sis's wardrobe.. and suddenly.. i recalled dat i need 2 call niven!!! omg. it was really terrible.. cos last min mr goh told us dat there were only 10 seats as we summitted to him late.. n we have 13 ppl.. so how?! no choice.. we juz gonna call and talk to da 3 who were informed later.. n mi, vin n elva called niven, hansheng and gabriel respectively..n u noe.. its pretty uncomfortable 2 tell someone that... n i guess niven wasnt tat happie either eh!? whOoopppssss?!
went home 2 shower and met up wif shimin, yeeying n pohgek 2 get a wedding gift for mr goh.. we went 2 great world city n into precious thots 2 search for gift.. wanted 2 buy those wedding collections figurines at 1st.. but.. guess wad?! juz a simply figurines ard a palm size.. it costs up to 95 bucks..! n da cheapest was like 86 bucks?! haiz.. no choice.. we walked ard n bought a card wif a slot in it 2 put $$... n we went to books of books.. (christian shop) hoping 2 see sth suitable for him.. but we aint dat lucky 2 spot any.. -sighx- we went back 2 precious thots again.. n bought a pair of chopsticks.. *grinz* its damn cute wif a little precious moments graphic printed on it.. i shall get one too !!! walked around great world and was back 2 precious thots again.. now.. we got a pair of cups for them.. heehee... n finally.. we are done!!!!! shopped around and bought a few of our stuff n rushed home after that...
evening.. da ger gathered at yy's place 2 help her dress up... she's was damn pretty i tell u.. *smIles* hrmmx.. we went 2 tbp n met up wif da guys.. wanted 2 get a cab.. but.. no cab stopped!! aww... ended up walking there n was late!!! luckily.. da guys din really nag at us.. laughs... we took a cab down 2 river view hotel n guess wad?! i realised dat all da guys were so well dressed up n charming.. lols... hrmmx.. wad's next.. ohh.. met up wif alot of teachers.. n ms ang dated me out!!! haha.. i m mad.. went up 2 da restuarant and saw our mr. charming up there.. mr goh!!! though that place was not that spacious.. but da atmosphere there was damn cool.. haha.. no pressure acting on u 2 behave.. u juz do wadeva u wan.. haha.. our table was filled with yeeying, agnes, poh gek, shimin, kenneth, tiangti, kaixiang, vincent, eric n myself.. i must say.. i really enjoyed myself over there *smiLessss* after da dinner.. we stayed to look at pictures.. their wedding pics were all so natural and nice.. *admire* heehee.. we left da hotel at ard 1130 and kenneth's daddy came to send us back.. 5 of us were like squeezing at da back stacking on each other.. haha..
soo.. next would be sunday?! oh... yesterday was fabulousss!!! but.. i was late for da appointment with ms. ang.. was supposed 2 go church wif her at 830.. but i woke up at dat time! rushed down in cab n reached there at 9.. n she? gone.. da taxi driver has got no change for da fare as i only got a 50 bucks note.. a lady walked past n actually paid for mi.. lucky ehx? hrmmx... i then went in to da church.. da church was very very different from da one i used 2 attend (orchard city church) .. it was big and strong ... they had the healing service yesterday and da speaker was great! after service.. met wif ms ang.. went for lunch with her.. she've told me lotssa thingsss abt her life.. esp. working life.. was pretty amazed wif wad she actually did b4 teaching.. haha... sooo.. she took a cab n send me home.. dat's our date!!! haha.. slacked at home after dat as i was dead tireddd.. watched da hk show till 245am n finally zZzzz...
2day?! just da begining.. shall continue on later.. *grinzzzzzzz*
and oh yesss... my 2nd sis is like a little different recently? hopes dat everything goes well for her... shall log off now........................................................................................
10:20 AM
Friday, November 14, 2003
aRghx! was slacking at home for da whole day! luckily goin for party and elva's place 2 ton 2nite.. otherwise.. i really got no idea how m i gonna survive here man! for da past 8 hrs or so.. i've been lying on my sofa watching a new hk show, surfing net ... i was so bored till da extent that i could even stare at da ceiling like a fool! oh man.. wad should i entertain myself with? *growls* i'm hungry! i've only consumed 2 slices of white bread since morning till now.. my kitchen has ran out of food liaox.. better get my parents to top up a.s.a.p...
am currently after a new hk show.. "lian ai zhi you ce".. it's bout swimming life n stuff.. pretty interesting.. admire da way dey swim.. esp. those professionals.. omg. when can i be like them man?! *sObx* dun even noe da basics of swimming right now.. pretty shameful.. wow.. my aches are gone! haha.. luckily 2molo is goh's big day... otherwise, i'll be having training >_< n that's terrible! i regretted not applying sun block lotion in da past.. i'm now tanned again.. thot still cn regain my "fairness"... oh man.. hopes are shattered... actually wanted 2 buy da skII uv protection lotion.. but for just a 35ml bottle of that costs 99 bucks..!!! haix.. if only i'm rich.. i'll be able 2 get alot of things tat i've always wanted to.. but.. come to think of it.. if i m rich.. will i be satisfied then? suddenly recalled an incident wen i was with rebecca.. still remembered dat day.. where both of us spent all our $$ on our shopping bags and was left with a few cents.. we then gathered our money and bought a pathetic bun at kfc... we were pretty satisfied and enjoyed tat bun alot..! *wonders*
Listening to --> ELTON JOHN - That's What Friends Are For
now... found this song meaningful.. esp. the lyrics! haha.. frens are all ard.. but true frens are hard to come by.. yawns... shall tk a bath now and tk some rest b4 meeting lynn n da rest.. *winks* shall log in again 2molo :P
ELTON JOHN - That's What Friends Are For
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well you came in loving me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
Oh and then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
The words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember
4:50 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2003
it's me again!!!!! haha.. had a long n tiring day.. actually met up with agnes n shimin out n ended up in bus 82 heading nowhere?! eventually.. after ard 1 n 1/2 hr ride.. we alighted at sengkang.. n lost our way there! haha.. it was kinda toopid.. luckily with da assist of mr. goh n his wife.. we manage 2 get our way to compassvale shopping centre(if i hadnt spelt wrongly) .. he invited us up 2 his hse as it was only around 1km away but becos agnes was rushing home... we dropped da idea of goin there..
2 more days.. goh will be married.. traditionally! finally eh? after a year of ROM.. *grinz* he actually reserved a table of 10-12 for us for his wedding dinner.. actually had a hard time calling all to confirm if they cn mk it.. u noe.. all of them were like businessman .. so busy to even reply my sms n pick up my call.. -faint- but of cos.. wif a genius like me.. i managed 2 gather 10 ppl.. heeheex... can't wait to see how handsome mr. goh will be like that day.. ppl always say that one is at his/her peak during their happiest moment in their life n tat's their wedding day! may everything go well for 'em.. esp his wife's health.. ^-^ soo.. let's give them our warmest wishes to them *giGgLesss*
next.. lemmi see... ohh! my cousin will be performing 2molo..! guess it's some kinda end yr party or concert.. reminds mi wen i was in kindergarden.. misses those days alotx.. hope tat she'll put on her best side tomorrow n everything 2 go smoothly.. *gRinz* it's pretty late now.. n i'm dead tired.. better go n zZz liaox.. haha.. niTEessss! *hugssssssss*
11:49 PM
late nights. alone again.
wishing upon a star. hope u'll see me differently.
why am i such a fool. still in love with u.
let go i've been told. but stubborn i am.
listen i didnt. waited i did.
no wishing well or fortune cookie will help.
let nature take its course.
*yAwNssss* i can't stay @ home animore!!! can't wait to stay over at elva's place 2molo... i'm damn bored at home... actually started with another new hongkong show yesterday... but.. dunno y... i fell asleep on da sofa! awww... i wonder if i was a pig in my prev. life.. my life simply fits in theirs! haha.. i'm having aches here and there... guess i didnt do a proper warm up for yesterday's training.. if only i have a body massage now.. -dream-
i'm hungry!!!!!! my hse got no food liaox.. *sObx* left with honey stars n snow flakes.. n i'm sick of them.. :( how i wish my mum is a house wife... wow.. dat'll be great.. every morning u wake up.. u'll have a spread for breakfast.. someone to do all the household chores.. someone to pack your stuff every now and then.. *drooolsssssss* heeheeex... irc life is pretty bored now.. or rather.. dead is da best word 2 describe it? -sighx- how i wish my buddy's com is not spoilt.. otherwise.. there'll be someone for me 2 chat to liaox.. awwwwww! shall pray for her com's recovery.. *sMiLesSssssssssss* shall end here and cont. wif my show liaox... log on again tonite *winksss* ;)
10:26 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
i'm tired! was pulled out of my bed early in da morning for training.. *yaWnsss* reached kallang at 0800 for running.. da cjc ppl was like taking their own sweet time gearing themselves up.. n finally after ard 15 mins THEN we managed 2 set off.. their training schedule n da tings they do was completely different from my sch's team.. instead of running 2.4k they ran all da way to esplanade.. n dat's terrible! haha.. but of cos, mi n my sis + rach(cj gurl) wasnt so toopid 2 follow them there.. we actually stopped at sheares' bridge and starting strolling along da coast.. *grinz* after running.. we were supposed 2 do 1 set of weights, pushups n etc.. it was tiring man.. esp pull ups.. aww.. cher forced mi 2 do it with little assist.. i gotta admit dat i was pretty weak in dat.. perhaps i would say.. i've nv done any standard pull ups b4.. haha.. finally.. we launched n paddled 2 circuits.. i slacked throughout n stopped several times for water break. da sun 2day was damn glaring n strong.. guess i'm darker again.. *sObs* wow.. da bathing facilities in da outdoor stadium was fantastic.. marvellous.. haha.. they've gt plenty of cubicals and hot water!!! heeheee... went 2 buy lunch after dat.. n u noe wad?! my house market was closed for maintanence.. >_< got no choice but to patronize da coffeeshop nearby.. and that was the 1st time i see customers filled to da brim.. haha.. n now.. i'm HOME! *sMilEs*
anyway, i'm completely well now.. except dat i still get some pain on my bruises every now and then.. ^0^ ohh.. guess i better log off now 2 get some rest b4 i meet yeeying later... CHEERS!!!!!!! :)
3:02 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
*grInz* my 1st blog after sucha long timeee... oh man.. 2molo morning gonna wake up early in da morning for canoeing training!!! *faint* will be goin for long-dist compy wif my dearie sista tis cuming december... dunno how it would turn out 2 be.. die ler la.. 2molo still gonna face those cjc ppl.. arghx! they simply s u c k s! haix haix.. yest was an unlucky day for me.. guess wad?! actually met up with an accident -.- awww.. my head is still aching now.. HELP!?!?!?!
guys are really terrible.. they game all day.. but come to tink of it.. i'd rather be like 'em.. game all day and put every troubles n worries behind.. pretty troubled over my life now.. it's getting messy.. no aim.. no support.. no life! if only i'm living in a fantasy.. -dreaming- okie.. tink i should sign off now.. a brighter day ahead? haha.. nitessss..
11:08 PM
*pEePs*
11:53 AM
