Sunday, August 29, 2004
for one reason or another..
im just not feeling right.
thanks to those great pals who made me realise that i still have u in my life =)
guess.. im really stressed up wif skool work as well as family stuff recently.
been struggling real hard..
but it seems dat im just a rubberband which is breaking soon.
u can have ur mood.. so can i..
i dun really blame myself for those though..
i've been trying hard to put on that clown mask.
but i guess i cant hold long anymore.
for those who understood and helped me through.. thanks.
but to those who don't, im sorry. i just cant torture myself further just to satisfy you.
10:38 PM
im just not feeling quite right.
11:38 AM
Friday, August 27, 2004
yawns.
gonna go to school in a few minutes time.
hate it!
wells..
stayed over @ skool till 9 last nite wif elva,xm,eric,vincent,mel n ben..
helping goh out for the skool opening..
had a nice time there..
n guess it shud be da same today =)
oh yea.. needa develop some pictures for our canoeing later..
hafta touch up a lil' on our notice board.. *stretches*
7:00 AM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Album : Beatles 1(Lennon/McCartney)
Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Suddenly, I'm not half to man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.
Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm.
had my english and maths mock exam today..
both paper 1.. guess everything went well..
not dat bad =)
prelims are near da corner..
shall start my intensive study next week..
heard from mrs lim that mr yew, mr chun, mdm phua, ms wong, .... are coming down for our skool opening this coming saturday..
cant wait to see dem! =)
haven't been seeing most of dem every since last yr wen delta closed.
delta delta! our radiant way.. to reach da highest state........
...............buiding in delta da ideal for family and country! =)
7:20 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
a typical school day.
9:14 PM
Monday, August 23, 2004
slacky day.
had 2 peiods of crapping time during english.. mrs lim aint in skool..so one free period..
n 5 periods of h e a v e n.. dnt =)
yea.. mr goh bought us 4 pans of pizzas n 2 for himself n da staff.
simply great.
enjoyed dat pizza treat @ da workshop wif my classmates.
thumbs up!
from 2molo onwards till nxt wk..
i'd hafta climb flight of stairs up to 5th floor for my lessons.
stupid function this sat.. my class hafta be cleared for exhibition.
arghs!
carried my desk up there.. met up wif a attp female teacher of this skool.
no idea wads her name..
but she just got dat bitchy look.
we were told off by her.. n had 2 leave our desks n books at da corridor..
if anything is missing.. she shall be responsible! bOO!
wells.. just wanna thnk my 6 sweeties for ur pressie..
love it lotss..
indeed 'cute' carrying dat box ard.. haha!
n wanna thnk ppl like siti,chris,matt,sean,cousyjacq,ind,jammie,linda,cong,
lichoo,terry,jon n kane for ur pressies too! =)
cousy jacq n bf.. lovely aint? =)
-the end-
6:53 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
changed my number peeps!
msn me for update =)
had a wonderful day wif my family celebrating my sweet 16.
thanks sweeties for flooding my fone wif bdae greetings..
its nice noeing dat im loved. lOls.
xXx
10:55 PM
sorry peeps.
but im just too busy recently to post my entries..
just a lil'update of da past few days..
had my english oral on thursday..
thank god.. i guess my performance was great.
everything aint as tough as wad i had expected.
thumbs up!
friday was a short day..
but yesterday was an eventful one..
met up wif my grp of girlfriends in da morning for breakfast..
chatted for quite some time before we went back to school for the school's official opening rehearsal.
saw their musical.. n i truely believe dat da musicals we had in delta was definitely better.
their cast is rather big.. but coordination wise.. guess dey just needa polish up on dat.
no idea why dey still wanna hold this school opening when bmss is sucha old skool..?
n da building is like.. already in use for a yr odd.. n everything already seemed so worn out.
ignts.
went over to tbp to meet up wif goh..
helped him with his psychological project..
its just a month dat i last saw him.. but.. its seems dat we've lots to catch up yahhs?
went back wif xm n elva to do dnt wif da guys..
played hockey barefooted and earned myself a big blister..
but my team won 5-1!
went home to wash up.. n met up again at tbp wif elva, xm, anica, eric, vincent, hendra, kaixiang, amit, hakim, sufian, melvin and niven.
watched alien vs predator..
though some parts are rather lame..
but its a nice movie afterall..
worth my $8.50.. *wInks*
went to bk for dinner..
n some stupid plans were carried out..
shall not mention here.. but i was practically dining alone! bOO!
one by one left while crapping..
its getting late!
melvin n niven accompanied me back..
din noe dat they've been opp my hse after i got home..
went down to look for dem though..
had a conference wif da gurls..
n played some jokes on some unlucky pals of ours.
sorry.. but we indeed had an enjoyable time...
wanna thnk everyone for ur birthday greetings..
im finally 16!
nc-16 shows? finally a lawful one. =D
love ya guys loadxxx!
10:58 AM
Thursday, August 19, 2004
Happy birthday Dad.
8:43 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
im tired.
really tired.
everyday is just like a routine to me now.
im sick of it.
can there be a change somewhere somehow?
sigh.
came home at ard 4 plus..
completed 90% of my dmh paper 2 in skool today..
just needa plot another graph n i shall be done?
hah. will be receiving a paper everyday till prelims..
just hoping dat i'll be able to cope wif da amount of workload i haf now.
will be having my o'english oral 2molo noon.
first in da list.. hope i'll be able to score well in this section..
its plays an important role in my english o's result. *PRAYS*
just waiting for time to pass faster..
so i can get out of this skool asap.
just hate it to da core.
jammed.
5:44 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
in skool computer lab..
suppose 2 be doing my cme project..
but both me n my partner, js seems 2 be slacking like hell.
mixed feelings.
poa teacher aint in skool today..
so i'll be having 2 free periods yahh?
maths hw not completed.
guess im just gonna face the music later.. x.X
just had my chemistry test earlier on..
no idea how well i will fare this time..
is it a pass? or a fail. it really gotta depend on my luck.
din manage 2 wake up after my nap last night.
slept all the way till 6 this morning..
just did some flipping thru notes n tb during assembly..
pray hard for me yahh?
principal had a short session with us after assembly..
talking bout our o'level results..
from da hands dat were raised just now,
it seems dat da majority of us are re-taking our exams at the end of the year.
we gonna stay back after skool for 2 days per week for our extra lessons.
its near 3 months since i did not get in contact with chinese.
how r we gonna start it all over again?
its all crapz -_-"
guess i wun be that regular for those lessons tho..
sigh.
its recess. shall be logging off now.
cblogya.
xXx
10:05 AM
Monday, August 16, 2004
im damn tired.
went over to rochor rd to get da electronics needed for my dnt..
terribly broke now. sigh.
sat there to solder my melody tingie wif xm n elva..
stayed till da shop close.. n we're done wif it!
haha.. haf a sense of satisfaction after finishing dat..
afterall.. its my first time soldering all these stuff.
lOls.
been away from my com for quite some time..
din really haf da mood to blog in too..
guess i really need some time to adapt to study life.
been slacking too much previously.
yea.. just made a decision today to retake my o'chinese..
wun be studying much though.. just sitting for da paper n test my luck.
guess i shall end here n tk a nap b4 i study.. :P
xXx
9:35 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
spent my day in school struggling with my dnt with elva, xinmei, anica, melvin, kianleong n ben.
time really flies when we're doing our folio..
did till 7 plus.. n da gates r all locked..
climbed over da gates like monkeys. ;P
sis will be having her canoe polo compy @ delta swimming complex.
good luck yahh?
will be down to support her n thereafter shall meet up wif my buddy 2 go for a haircut..
*geEs*
oh mans.. epl starts = i wun haf peace!
dad is occupying da tv at da living room..!!! *faints*
i wanna watch my hk shows there... -cries-
yea...
liat n des went to look for me last nite
*touched* haha.. sehhhs.. din noe my seniors miss mi soo much.
thot dey really wanna help mi wif dnt.. but all pack of lies!
cheat mi down for a crapping session..
but not bad.. we catch up quite a lot..haha..
poor dessy cun catch da last bus back n gotta stay at fren's place.. *evil grins*
just to intro a site..
http://www.wholivesnearyou.com
knew dat thru liat... hope 2 cya u guys there yahhs? ;)
cblogya.
10:00 PM
Friday, August 13, 2004
no idea why im feeling this way..
but i kinda felt alright despite getting a 5 for my o'chinese.
guess im suppose 2 be disappointed yahhs?
perhaps, i didnt put in much effort in this exam.
now considering whether to retake or not.. guess i shall spend my weekend pondering on this issue aye? =/
shall limit myself to max 2 hrs of net everyday unless i needa do research n etc..
successfully pulled through 2 days.. n shall continue on what im doing now..
struggling hard to revise for my prelims now..
days ahead are just gonna be tough..
suddenly misses my pri skool pals upon seeing mh tagging here..
really misses u gurls loadss.
though i've been seeing becky everyday..
but we exchange lesser words each time..
guess we shall really meet out and catch up wif each other real soon.
wad bout gathering for revision together? haha.
-stressed up-
10:19 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
sigh.
seems to lose confidence in whatever im doing now..
perhaps dats y i lose my temper so easily recently..
my english o'levels oral will be on 19th aug.. which is nxt wk?
it used to be my best section in english.. but seems like it is no longer this case.
moe changed the syllabus and our picture description change into something called picture discussion?
it might just be a word difference to some..
but i left me phoebia in my oral now.
used a be a confident speaker who speaks whatever that come across my mind fluently..
but im stucked in da middle of no where during our trial last wk?
da worst ting is that i dun even noe how 2 even start my discussion.
guess i really got no time to practice anymore.
damn. i hate myself to da core. arghs!
same goes for my accounts.
used to score a1s for my tests and distinction for my exams..
but now? my results are like shitt.
this teacher simply sucks.
no idea where went wrong..
its either she doesn't know how 2 teach, or i cant get used 2 her style of teaching.
i needa really buck up..
just so lost.
10:05 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
just cant believe dat i actually sat down to complete my maths today.
wooOoohoOoss~
-thumbs up-
wellls.. not a usual typical day for me..
at least, i aint slacking! haha.
completed my bbs paper 2, stack of corrections, ex 7.5 and 7.7(pending)
my long weekend holiday has ended just like this.
hah.. all good things have to come to an end ayee? ;)
shall pull up my socks to strive for better results from tomorrow onwards.
aint gonna doze off in class that often and play so much liaos..
time to buck up!!! prelims are drawing nearer each day. *sObs*
im terribly broke.
gonna spend ard 50 bucks on my electronics for my artefact.
damn. needa buy 2 kinds of electronics.. *faints*
shall start saving up tomorrow.
no more cab rides, no more tidbits.. awwws~
if only one day.. my bank is top up wif loadxx of cash.
i need not bother so much bout my expenditure animore.
how good.
but im just using da word
if ...
sigh~
shall watch my new hongkong series now..
blog in agains~
10:53 PM
loadxx of homework awaiting for me to complete!
might not even have the time to go for a haircut later.. *frowns*
11:31 AM
Monday, August 09, 2004
wells.. time really flies..
very quickly.. my long weekend holiday is gonna end soon.
n i have yet to embark on my assignments?
bought a precious moments figurine for corrine sweetie as her burfday gift..
hope u like it yahh?
other than that, i've got myself a white top from zara!
just like dat simple design of that top..
shall wear it this coming weekend when i meet up wif cong n co. ;)
went to corrine's chalet in late afternoon wif da companion of niven..
stayed there for ard an hour n rushed off to meet up wif eric n co.
walked for sucha long time n finally settled down at da middle of da road nxt to one fullerton.
couldnt meet up wif elva,xinmei,shimin n anica cos they're right inside!
i bet u'll never wanna squeeze into dat crowd. hah. its rather scary.
road was somehow blocked by da crowd n cars cant even drive in except motorbikes..
we were early for 10 mins?
had a lil'crappy session there..
fireworks yesterday were choreographed by singapore's team..
our position was kinda great as we were right in front of the fireworks..
its really an eye opening experience for me..
however, yesterday really made mi realise how stubborn i actually was.
but i just cant stand my stomach growling yahh?
a great relieve to see my girlfriends after that at suntec. love u gurls! haha..
intended to catch a midnight movie.. but there wasnt much movies available.
so wassup for me today?
slacked, as usual. haha.
supposed 2 celebrate my mum's birthday..
but was cancelled last minute n postponned to nxt wk..
sis fren was hospitalised.. hope she'll get well yahh? ;)
grandma is like a bag of bones now.. getting skinnier after she was sick previously..
after my grandpa's death 3 yrs back.. i kinda haf da phoebia to lose someone close to me..
though its parts n parcel of life.. but its really hard letting go..
just so afraid that i don't have the chance to say i love them.. how much they meant to me..
its really gonna be awkward if i were to say i love u out of a sudden..
whoever u r.. if u're reading this now.. i just wanna let you know.. even though you aint someone close to me.. or even someone whom i only exchange a few greetings.. I LOVE YOU. heyy.. i really takes a lot of courage to say that!! *blush*
shall blog in later.. aniwae.. u may find some links here dead @ my blog..
-revamping in process-
12:29 PM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
feeling simply great.
been exercising for the whole day..
though didnt touch my school work yet..
but i felt so much refresh.. ;)
slacked around at home till noon wif my com..
n went swimming wif my sis..
swam for an hr odd n did at least 8 laps.
just got a sense of satisfaction..
picked up swimming for less than 2 months?
haha..
headed towards pine's club to meet up with caroline..
played squash for an hour..
manage 2 perspire quite alot this time round..
nice game caroline.. ;)
catch up wif her bout our recent life @ coffeebean...
n left my squash racquet there without knowing!!!
mans. that racquet has been with me for the past 3 yrs?
n i spent near 300 bucks on that!
rather pissed off with myself..
getting more n more absent minded recently..arghs!
i just hope 2 be able to save up for another racquet now..
im missing u!!! ;~~~(
and ya.. caroline will be leaving this coming wednesday for uk..
she've been my clubmate for near 3 yrs?
a great squash playmate as well as a good pal to confide to.
if u're reading this blog of mine..
just wanna tell ya dat i will miss u loadxx.. *mUarks*
and yes.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CORRINE..
so sorry that i didnt mk it down for your chalet..
hope u will have a blessed n enjoyable year ahead! happy sweet 16 :9
7:30 PM
eating durians now... *yUmmies*
well.. just a lil'update of yesterday..
had national day celebration in skool yesterday..
i aint one of those patriotic souls ard..
standing under da scorching sun is really a pain.
both mi n pg was like hunting for tall guys to hide behind their shadows.
aniwaess, fian danced very well indeed ;)
had our science practical after everything..
did some qa stuff n i realise dat i've always been relying on pg wen it comes to ammonia..
dunch u find ammonia stink like hell?! haha.
rushed home to bathe n pack our stuff n met out with my 6 other sweeties in tbp..
had burgerking as our lunch n there we are in WILD WILD WET!
queued for an hr for just the entrance tix..
really enjoyed myself loadxxx wif em..
da ppl working there r all rather friendly except one attp idiot.
da sadd thing is that we din manage 2 tk any shots!!
hah. aniwaes.. we played from 2-7.. totally worn out yahh?
headed towards abc market nxt..
had a feast there wif em....
wells. wad i can say is that my appetite is getting bigger each day!
hah. simply delicious.
it marked a wonderful day in my diary.
i hope u girls enjoyed as much as i did thoughh..
n shimin.. hope u like da fila bag n bottle we've gt for ya.. (muz bring it along da nxt time we go out ayee?)
and for some ppl who loves to twist stories and make it as if everything is our fault,
just wanna tell ya to go ahead if u feel better dat way..
u're no longer my concern.
i just noe my conscious is clear.. ;)
aniwaes..shall end here for da moment.
10:53 AM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
legs are aching..
walked da whole of queensway for at least 5 times hunting for pressies..
will be going out wif my sweeties 2molo..
celebrating shimin's burfday..
conferencing wif em now.. have a big big problem.
shall blog in wen im free again. ;)
11:10 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
shall be revamping my bloggie for the next few days...
soOo.. this shall just be a temporary layout yahhs? ;)
lessons today seems to be rather lengthy..
been dozing off during lessons..
guess i din haf enuff sleep for da past few days ayee..
going down for dinner now.. blog in laters~
8:11 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Its rather nice seeing my parents that loving.
embarking on my maths assignment now..
still got a summary to go! HELP!!!
dad is occupying da tv @ da living room watching da asia cup..
i wanna watch my louis koo here! aWwww~
10:57 PM
Been rather lerthargic yesterday dat i dun even haf da mood to key in any entry.
it was agnes's birthday..
after cracking much of our braincells of what to get for her..
we finally came to a final decision of money! cash i mean. :P
we were rather mean though.. all changed into 20 cent coins n put em into da piggy bank..
guess it'll be a pain for her to bring dat out 2 buy stuff.. lOls~
hah.
i believe everything has come to an end.
wasted my precious 2 hrs listening 2 dose craps.
its rather irritating hearing her denying everything.
simply hate dat.
i just don't believe she didnt lie..not even a single white lie?
oh pls! she's not any of those innocent girls or perfectionist out dere.
n i aint a kid to buy her stories!
i was happy wif her presence.. n shall be happy too with her absence.
i would love to be a meanie.. but i aint.
just doing wad i tink im suppose 2 do..
she's not worth.
piled up a stack of maths and english assignment awaiting to be completed.
just some pictures taken yesterday..
agnes n da pathetic apple worm(acting as cake) =x
pressie from us! wOOohoOoooooo.
n there we are.. :P
4:08 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
suddenly feel like blogging in..
just felt so lost..
no idea why im feeling this way..
but i just thought i need someone to rely on..
really tired of da kinda life im leading right now..
can someone just tell me what to do?
im starting to miss those days.
xXxx
12:24 PM
struggling wif my bad gastric pain right now..
been hafing it since i was at buddy's place.
thought its fine.. but now im feeling rather weak..
nothing eventful today..
just feeling a lil'awkward today..
its a saturday but im not at kallang?
hah.
wells aniwaes..
just a short n a not typical saturday i wud usually have.
just wanna upload some pictures taken yesterday up here.
and yes..
u guys can view da full album
here.
*hUggsss'n'kiSssesss*
me, elva, kx n vincent ;)
treat @ pizza hut
me, xinmei & elva
vin & kx's race..
our race..
prize presentation: vin&kx
oreoooo boat!
..and wif our competitors frm gess
dats my trophy! *gEes*
2:37 AM
