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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
bOOohoOOooooooo...

*wonders* if accounts lessons are meant for us to take a nice afternoon nap?
this teacher is making mi hate accounts HATE accounts n HATE ACCOUNTS!!!
dunch really understand wad da hell she's teaching at times though..

threw my face loadxxx during chinese period... *shame*
was sabo-ed to read a list of chinese words on da board..
i was like.. wth? im gonna be mocked again.
n as expected i was. :P
this new teacher is said to be blur and nice to bully..
shall see... :P

other than these.. my other lessons were fine.

stayed back after school for an event.
stupid.idiotic.moronic event.
sat there to watch the roundbox performance n i just find dat its real boring..
sat beside mi are rows of pri skool kids..
they've been laughing pretty loud when the clowns are performing.
but.. i dun find it funny at all?
da dance aint really nice too.. wasted my precious hour.

still got quite a number of assignment to be done by today..
shall see how im gonna complete them later.

my life is as usual.
it has suddenly turned into some kinda routine again.
rise n shine, makan, school, home, fetch my fat cousy, dinner, tv/net, sleep.
that's boring.

was thinking..
how many of us will still keep in contact after graduating from secondary school?
its rather easy to say.. well.. we'll be forever friends!
but... cant u recall saying that when u were in primary school? how many of your close friends are u still meeting up now?
10 fingers can easily count ayeee?
i guess this question is worth your thoughts.




5:36 PM


Monday, June 28, 2004
first day of school.

dragged myself outta my bed this morning after several human alarm by my cutie dad, best buddy elva's morning call and my sis's screamings. whahahas.

i misses my holiday. -saddie-
met my bud for cab this morning to skool.
the usual canteen with usual crowd.
im still half awake!
saw my usual principal n knew its nth good again.
dr loh is well known for naggy-ness i supposed.
tok n tok n tok.. so where's da main point of da whole assembly?
last 5 minutes? hah.

sad news.
mdm phua left us for new town secondary school.
she knew it this recent saturday too..
cant even bid her goodbye..
though she've been pretty naggy..
but afterall.. a really hardworking teacher..
been teaching me chinese since sec 1 ehh? except last yr.
guess no other teachers can really tolerate with my laziness especially in that subject.
will really miss her loadxxx.

nth much.. slacked in class.
oh yeahh.. seating arrangement has been changed.
buddy-buddy system now! *gees*
now my buddy in class is none other than... TAY JUISIN!
mauhahahhas. my son duhhh..
wonder if i'll slack like him in future? omg~ :X

1 minute in class is like an hr of day..
so long n draggy....
i hate schooling!

im.just.feeling.so.lerthargic.with.books.and.teachers.in.front.of.me!


5:53 PM


Sunday, June 27, 2004
just finished watching stuart little.
cute show indeed ;)

went for an hour's swim this afternoon.
learnt quite a lot from my sis..
finally noe how 2 swim in a more proper way.. hahas

went over to visit my grandma.
she seemed much better this time round.
but age has caught onto her..
she can no longer walk n exercise like she can in da past..
pray hard dat she'll mk it thru old age yeapss?

dad drove us to macritchie to support elva..
mum thot cud haf a close look at her..
but.. unfortunately..ha. we were too FAR to even spot who's elva yeapss?
were there for ard 15 minutes..
n had to leave cos dad parked his car in a "no-parking" zone..
aniwaes.. well done guys.. u did well.. trust mi ;)

went to chinatown to buy some stuff n dine there.

so that's my day. gees.

sch reopening tomorrow.
just ard 10 more hrs aights..
dunch intend to embark on my hw animore.
-sigh-
guess i'll just see how 2molo when teachers start coming after mi yah?

shall end my entry here for today.
hope u guys wun experience monday blues tomorrow when u get back to school like i do. god bless!



9:04 PM


it seems that more n more peeps are coming into blogger's circle.

wells..
1 day to school reopen.
boring aint? ;(

really cant imagine myself adjusting back to my schooling mood.
im too deep into slacking mood. sigh.

holiday assignments are all not completed.
only managed to finish my maths probability worksheet n 2 paper one.. da rest... all.. CMI. *weeps*

boring boring boring!

later making my way down to swim, visit my grandma n finally..
my buddy's band concert.
good luck peeps.

hopefully after this concert,
u guys will be able to take a break from band.
been practicing real hard. ;)

aniwaes.. nth much to blog in today.

shall spell my day out laters~


11:43 AM


Saturday, June 26, 2004
im sick.
caught a cold last night.

supposed to stay up to watch the match.
but doze off cos i was terribly worn out.
called somebody to wake mi up.
but mission fail duhhh..
my hp went flat after 12 missed calls.
n i dun seemed to hear the noises coming from da ms plus.

saddie case uhhh..? :(

having canoeing training later..
but im gonna leave early today.
needa accompany my mummy for appointment later..
thought of not even going cos i'll only be doing some land training..
but..ang wans mi 2 be down 2 help out in admin stuff AGAIN.
awww...~

sigh.
2 days to sch reopen..
i hateeeeeeee sch! argh argh

The more you study, the more you know. The more you know, the more you forget. The more you forget, the least you know. SO WHY STUDY?


11:41 AM


Friday, June 25, 2004
long day? short day?
hah. meaningless day.

told myself to embark on my assignments.
but i just seemed 2 be stucked with my com.
somehow.
done practically nothing except chatting.

i've recently found out that..
if u really look into someone's eyes..
especially ur parents.. u can read all in them.
as in.. u'll find that they're ageing..
unlike da youthful them in the past..
be glad that ur parents gave u shelter. gave u food.
try to control ur temper when handling issues with them.
its will really be foolish to quarrel wif ur parents or scold them.
cos afterall.. they're the one who truely loves u.
scolding them once is like slapping urself right on ur face.

oh yeahh.. before i forget wad i promised matt.. for new christians out there..! even if u cant attend church services every wk.. do continue with your daily bread and if u guys r really interested, i highy recommend u guys to view alvin's blog.. he provide summaries of wad da pastor says in church weekly. VERY VERY detailed. guess he can soon mk it up to be a pastor ayee?



9:43 PM



yeah.. jacqueline just sent mi her pictures taken over @ aust.. my sweetieee cousy is supposed to be back yesterday! but she let her airtix to her classmate.. oh sweetie cousy.. i miss u soooo much.. how i wish i could fly over to canberra now..*dreams* the one in pink is my sweety jacqueline cousy! muahahahahas


2:03 PM


home alone kiddy.

slept thru morning today.

stayed up to watch da drag-iest match..
england vs portugal
draw.
portugal won in the penalty shoot-out leading england 6-5

5.30am
there goes my precious sleeping time..

3 days to school re-open.
damn. i hate it. i hate it.
i hate going back to school!!! awww.... *sObs*

o'levels r drawing nearer as each days passes too.
im not ready!
im just not ready!
god, can u give mi some more time?
i need time. i need da mood. i need da motivation. i need the interest in studies. i need the support of my friends n family. i need good teachers. i need albert einstein's brain. i need good results for my o's!

national canoeing championship is coming up during july too.
this yr is really lack of training!
used to train thrice per wk.. but now..
everyone is slacking!
especially myself.. big time slacker. *sObs*
buddy.. our oreo-boat muz do da best this time kays?



1:12 PM


Thursday, June 24, 2004

pHews. finally got da time to participate in rg's compy..whaahahahas. tho dunch really resembles dat picture.. but dats da best i can do!
 Posted by Hello


10:46 PM


was browsing thru some blogs earlier on..

da best entry for da day is kim's..
wells.. indeed made mi think a lot..

the world is now is too reality.
if u've got lotssa dreams..
guess u just gotta pray real hard that it'll fufil..

money money money.
though it aint an essential in our life..
but do ponder bout it.. how will ur life be like wen u've got no $$?
i guess i wont be typing happily here on my laptop..
listening to my mp3s, enjoying the air-conditioner.

since young..
my parents has already placed their career at the top.
stayed at my babysitter's place till i enrol in pri skool.
i hardly see my parents everyday too.
only during weekends where we'll have some kinda family outings.
those were the days.

now.. even sundays..
they'll wanna rest at home.
everyday i'll be like home alone kinda thingie till late night when ppl start coming home.
my only companion is my television and my computer.
pathetic aint?

perhaps cos of this..
i started becoming someone who hangs out frequently..
computer n television addict.

just wondering..
when will all these end?
been craving for a family overseas trip.
yes, just my dad my mum n my 2 lovely sisters.

even to sentosa. i'm willing.

just want the retrieve back my family warmth.



11:54 AM


Wednesday, June 23, 2004
slacked da whole day watching hk show.

was just wondering..

WHAT HAVE I DONE THIS HOLIDAY?

nothing good. :P


10:59 PM


Tuesday, June 22, 2004
woke up by my sweetie mum this morning cos she initially thought tat i'm going for da course..

just so sick n tired of facing that educator.

slacked at home da whole day..

broke my davidduff perfume.. *sObs*

hung some laundry.. wash da dishes.. help out in some simple housework though..

headed towards mum's workplace to meet my sis..

n yesh..
we went swimmin at elva's place..

saw her sis.. *admire*
she has gt a fair complexion with rosey cheeks.. whereas mi.. *SOB*

our skool band will be hafing their performance @ macritchie reservoir this sunday.. must go support wors~ wahahahs. not for da merahans but deltaians! woHhooOOos~


11:10 PM


sometimes i just wonder who are da friends who will be standing by my side when i needed them.

quantity aint all that matters but the quality.


6:57 PM


Monday, June 21, 2004
boring.

woke up early in da morning just to attend this meaningless, boring course.
basically in short. i've learnt nothing.
nothing at all.
thank god that its 6 hours not 8.
otherwise. i'd really drop dead there.

having the evil thought of skipping tomorrow's lesson..
*hur hur*

dragged eric n niven to accompany me to makan after da course.
headed towards bmc..
had my favourite bean curd.
but was freaking pissed.
told da aunt dat i ordered wrongly n requested to change.
i see no reason why must they add ice cubes on my BOWL of hot bean curd!
arghhhhsss~

anyways.. really enjoyed myself chatting and talking to them about our families n stuff.
kinda interesting to find out things i've never knew despite knowing them for 4 yrs or even more. ;)
they accompanied mi over to ntuc to buy my snackiees.

took bus home.. n here i am.. logging on net. *gees*

needa head for hospital later to visit my grandma.
hope she gets well..

thereafter.. shall go to town to buy some stuff with my dearie sisters..

cblogya~


4:55 PM


Sunday, June 20, 2004
yippieeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

im so damn proud of myself.

i've finally embarked on my holiday assignment this evening!

this is wad ppl meant by holding buddha's leg i suppose? hah

thank god dat i started today.
otherwise i wudn't even realise that i had actually misplaced my maths exam papers. *arbish*

went for a swim with my sister at delta swimming complex today.
its been ages since i last laid my foot there..
saw many guys lying around the pool.
n its so standard that beside them there'll be a bottle of suntan lotion.. mauhahahahhahas.
some even laid at the bench for hours doing nothing.
ignts.

dad picked us up and headed to view showflats.
*wonders if they wanna move house??*
visited 3 showflats altogether.. meraprime, twin regency and pinnacle @ duxton.
both twin regency n pinnacle @ duxton r look-a-likes whereas meraprime looks like the present queens located at queenstown.
apartments nowadays r so small n crammed.
still prefer da present flat im living in. ;)

hafing english course tomorrow. 8 hrs.
*drop dead*


9:53 PM


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12:27 PM


Happieee fathers' day!!!

One father is more than a hundred Schoolemasters.

wells..
must specially thank some *peeps* out there..
*ahems*

my biological daddy!!
thanks loaddxxx for being my daily alarm clock n atm machine...
love u lotsss ;) *muarksss*

weicong
though we're both busy with our own thingies..
but i noe u're da best "daddie" one could ever haf n will always be.

kian
awww.. my pri skool daddie!! muahahahahhas.
haf always been tolerating wif my loadsss of naggings.
patient indeed. thanks ;)

n my dearieee son juisin!!!
thanks for being sucha sweet son wishing me last nite.
but.. where's my present? *gees* jk.


went out for celebration wif my family last nite..
supposed to be doing some cooking at home instead.
but mummies's hand is injured. cant work much..
so last min decided to dine out.
nevertheless.. it was great!
ate lotsssss.. n come to realise dat im eating as much as wad my daddy is eating..
goShz* wad has happened to be appetite recently?!


11:58 AM


Saturday, June 19, 2004

Home of the Range. Many commented that its niceey.. i wanna catch this movieeeeee! muahahahahhs... Posted by Hello


10:35 PM


*pHews*

just woke up from my nap.

canoeing training today was kinda tough.
trained with da cjc peeps.
perhaps its cos mi & my buddy r da only gers in da team..
n really found it hard to catch up wif da guys. ;~~(
-bad moodiee-

joined da guys for lunch @ commonwealth tho..
ate a bowl of ice kachang+nata decoco+logan and ice jelly + nata decoco.. yummies*
din wanna join dem for pool though niven is on da house..
hands r real tired..

oh yeshieee..
i hurt my heel wen running barefooted just now.
anyone has got any idea of any treatment for it..
it hurtsssssss!

aniwaes.. shall drop by hospital now to visit my grandma.
(hope things turn well aites?)

==wads next?=====>
my fathers' day dinner!! *hur hur*


5:26 PM


Friday, June 18, 2004
had a hard time handling with my feelings just now.

perhaps.
its one of da saddest moment of my life.

supposed 2 be hafing a great mood headin for shopping spree with sistas..

but somehow or rather..
some stuff just happen.

its all my fault.
my temper has been real bad recently.
no idea y too.
sigh.

grandma was hospitalised again last evening.
everything was alrite..
but guess she'll at least have to stay there for near a week?

aniwaes.
canoeing training tomorrow.
hoping for good attendance.
just wanna win this time roud. :(

jammed my feelings.

laters~


9:45 PM


wells.. had a long night yesterday with my beloved buddy..
muahahhhhahahhaa..

went to sha villa rosette restaurant for jon's big day..
as in.. his project.. not wedding dinner aitess..
ambience there was fine.
service there was fine too..
but da steak is marvellous. wahhahahaha

went walking ard town wif my buddy..
tok.. walk.. tok.. walk..
somehow or rather..
we manage 2 exchange some secrets n thoughts of life.

tok bus home.. alighted at her stop.
couldnt bear 2 stop talking.. (dats wad gers r great in)
tok ... tok... tok ... my bus came by many times..
but i simply miss them..

finally!
i decided 2 go up 2 her place instead..
stayed on to 11.30 den bear 2 leave.. wahahhaha..

buddy's sis will be leavin for indo permanently at the end of the month already..
somehow.. feel so awkward..
perhaps da next time i visit her place..
i'll feel dat sth is missing ya..?

sigh..
buddy.. i'll really miss u loadxxxxxxxxxx if u get back 2 indo.. :(


11:25 AM


Thursday, June 17, 2004
sorry peeps if i've been loud or harsh on u guys.

i guess i really ought to apologise for anything dat ive done wrong..

been living on rocky roads..

and thought that its da worst.

but wad im experiencing is just so little..

i guess im just fortunate enough to be able 2 eat well n sleep well.

problems?

it'll get off soon. i hope.
i believe.



12:15 PM


Wednesday, June 16, 2004
liars! liars!!!!
i hate liars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

trust no one but urself..

not even ur best friend.

anything in the world but not trust!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



10:20 PM


*phew*

just changed the outlook of my blog..
kinda pinkish.. intending 2 change again when im free..
so meanwhile.. just make do with it..*grins*

wells..
went over to my mum's place to help out in da late morning till near evening..
slacked whole day..

8 more hours to complete my hk show..
laters~


9:39 PM


Tuesday, June 15, 2004
human being r just being too realistic.

friends.
its a term worn on many but not understood.
its perhaps not wad one does that makes a great friend.
but how both parties feel n care for each other..

a friend in need is a friend indeed
but.. can they understand how much troubles and effort we make to support them..?
mi n my buddy has been pretty tight financially..
been struggling to save n source for $$..
grRrrrrrs..

why is it so that nobody appreciate?


11:08 PM


whenever i thought my journey is going smooth..
something is bound to happen..

i just need one to confide to.

i dun hope for any great comments..
but just a faithful ear listening on..



10:37 PM



this picture is nice.. taken by goh.. ;) Posted by Hello


7:31 PM


hands r aching..

just spent off all my $$ in stocking up my snack bar! ;)

no idea why i just feel so much better after buying all da snacks i wanted..

yummy yummies.. ;)



5:12 PM


Monday, June 14, 2004

gosh.. how can the best bet hit the highest opening for local films?  Posted by Hello


10:37 PM


*phews*

14th June 2004
4.01pm........

been leading a life of a slacker these days.

boredom.


4:00 PM


Sunday, June 13, 2004

lost.
we were too confident.
hah. was actually a great disappointment..
but.. u guys were great!
we lost gracefully.. we noe we've put in all we have..
we trained hard.. but ppl r also training hard..

really wanna thank goh and yeeaung to be down despite being sick..
all rowers.. helpers.. supporters..n even our competitors.. u guys made our race sucha interesting one.

just made this simple collage summarising the whole day..
its indeed a memorable day under the sun rowing wif the team..
lurve u guys loadxxx..

 Posted by Hello


10:40 PM


our race day!

wells..
how many medals do u tink we can sweep 2day..?

wish us luck!



7:54 AM


Saturday, June 12, 2004
saturday.

tomorrow will be our dragonboat compy liaos...
mixed feelings..
just got a call from one of da girls..
saying dat she shall nt be down tomorrow cos she's being placed in a boat wif ppl she aint close wif..
guess i just tolerate all these calls n sms-es cuming in wen i thought i can finally give myself a break..
awww....~

hope by tomorrow.. i can really give myself a GREAT break n rest from everything. ;)*winks*




3:35 PM


Friday, June 11, 2004
*phew*

just reached home from dinner wif liat n desmond.
met up wif my buddy afta dat thoughh.

wells.. been sucha long time since i last met up with this 2 seniors of mine..
n perhaps.. cos of this "long-time-no-see" feeling i haf in myself.. i talk more den i wud usually..wahahha..
found myself crappier recently. ;)

we were at tiong bahru market dining.
ate western food. chicken wings
was BULLIED.. as usual.
desmond drank my sugar cane juice.. *hrmphhs*
many things just happened as wad we asked for..
hur hur.. kinda.. "SPEAK OF DA DEVIL" ya..? :X

nothing new today.
slacked da whole day @ home..
hoping for a better tomorrow.




10:17 PM


Listening to Hanson - Penny and Me

nice song..
been repeating it for 3 times..muahhahahhaha

life's bored at home.
practically gt nth 2 do.. *yAwnsss*
another slacky day i suppose.

my house has ran outta bread.
suddenly gt da crave for it...

guess im gonna give my blog a new outlook soon this evening ya..?

wishhhh mi n my fellow team mates luck this sunday ya???
no idea y.. im just so.. NERVOUS! haha..
last yr ler.. really wanna sweep something from da prize table back dat day.. ;) *winks*

dawne called.
she'll be back from UK this dec!!!
been looking forward for it since last yrrr.. omg~~
guess jacqueline shall be back den too..
miss u guys loadxxxx manzz~!
all left spore n left mi here alone..
*spankss*


10:49 AM



2 more days to our dragonboat compy.. all da way dudes! ;) Posted by Hello


9:28 AM


Thursday, June 10, 2004
bOoooz..
short day.

met goh n da rest at mac to discuss bout race plans.
suddenly.. realise how weak our team is this yr..

dragonboat training..
crucial last day.
was complimented by seniors n goh..
but still thought dat our boat aint fast..
hope there's a miracle on sunday ya..?
gees..

now news reports dat "the best bet" has hit da local box office on the 1st day of release..
wad da heck..?
thought its sucha lame show ya..?
guess jack neo is going so much into local style..
n probably those dialect n kiasu-ness..
da bad points of we singaporeans.
is there nothing dat we cud show off as singaporeans..?!
hah.
i'll never catch dat show.

rashes on my neck.
sick of da big n bulky life vest.
thank god i need not put that on anymore.
gees. ;)

shall log off now..

oh yeahhz..
who's interested in joining mi n elva for lunch at jon's restaurant on 17th June..?! 6.30-9pm.. buffet style.. 25 per pax.
inform mi bout it ya.. really need all support frm u guys.. ;)



10:39 PM


Wednesday, June 09, 2004
we're da survivors!
muahahhahahahhaha..
canoeing followed by dragonboat..
we're da survivors!!!! :X

wells.. was real worn out last night..
thought i could give myself a break today..
but it seems dat.. sum tings still needa be settled today..

had a hard time scratching my head finding for a solution to some problems.. mainly dragonboat..
found ourselves so lucky dat mr. goh is back to help.
otherwise.. hurhur.. we'll be dead.

sooo..
wad's for mi today?
needa get down to sch.. to find ms. ang.. but.. she has yet to reply my msg!!!
needa go n stock up snacks n drinks @ my house today too..
n... REST!

no idea y..
my wrist hurts again last nite..
nearly couldn't get to bed ehh?
actually.. thought of skipping all followup sessions wif da doctor..
i really cant stand myself seeing those x-ray films dat my wrist aint getting better..
sigh. in total lost.


10:38 AM


Monday, June 07, 2004
wellz.. had dragonboat training this morning..

under da scorchin sun.. my skin is red! *sObx*

went to catch harry potter n its much much better den wad i expected.
though da plot is a little.. draggy.
but overall.. nice movie *winks*

went to take some prints wif da gurls n hung ard in town..
met my sis..
n dats all for my day..

aint as tired as da 1st few trainings.
guess now im more geared up..
n muscles r no longer dat stiff liaos~~ lol~

just pray hard tat i can haf a wonderful day training both canoeing n dragon boat wif my other team mates 2molo yeaps...?! ;)

cheer on guys~
did well for dragonboat today.


10:21 PM


Sunday, June 06, 2004
dragon boat training 2molo guys!

kinda tired.
no idea how will 2molo's attendance be..
*prays.harddd.dat.everything.wud.be.fine**

buddy is sick.
get well soon baby ;)

will miss ya loadxxxxx 2molo


10:06 PM


my left eye hurtsss!



4:17 PM


my left eye is swollen!
well.. guess im just not goin 2 leave my home sweet home today.

its my son's burfday yesterday!!!
wellz.. join them @ kbox for hours.. till 9pm..
most sang till their voices r breakin..
but mi..?!
i'm home wif a bad stomach pain..
not stomachache.. (wellz.. there's a diff.. one wif output but one w/o.. *grINsss)
played some games over there.. n no idea if there's just something wrong with my luck..
kept losing!!! :~~~~~~~~~~(

wells..
gave him a bigggg gift which consist of da following:
1) shaver, cream n aftershave
2) rubber ducky
3) sparkling juice
4) chipss!!!
5) scrub
6) deodorant
7) facial wash
8) toothbrush
9) 2 sexyyy boxers
10) snoopy plasters

gees.. interesting aint..?

well.. just tinking much n perhaps thot of planning for my burfday too.
afterall.. its da once in a lifttime sweetieee sixteen ya..?
lOlz~~~

2molo will be june's burfday..
n guess all of us will be catching harry potter 2molo lerr.. :P
pray dat everything goes well 2molo yeapss..?
nevertheless.. its da 1st time dat da 2 loud grps r getting 2geter.. hahaz~

im tired...
shall end here first. ;)

cblogya~


11:43 AM


Friday, June 04, 2004
perhaps..
i really changed.

had a chat wif few of my pals this evening...
tok lotss bout our lives..

all felt dat i've changed.
they say i dun look like myself this yr.
my laughter has reduced.
my smiles has died off.

wad has happened 2 mi..?!


well.. i must say..
im real stressed up this yr..
especially with so much workload pilling up on mi..
i really wish i could haf someone to rely on..
a pillar 2 support mi.

my family n friends seem 2 be busy enuff wif their own stuff..
sometimes.. i really find it hard 2 get someone to confide to..
except my blog.

perhaps..
putting my feelings n thoughts down in words is so much better den keeping all of them in my heart.

i misses those carefree n trouble-less days..
if only i can get back to those days...

it'll never happen.


9:59 PM


Wednesday, June 02, 2004
having canoeing training early in da morning tomorrow..
followed by science remedial
n eventually ...
garmeng's concert.

long day ehh..?

just got informed dat many will not be attending training 2molo..
n gers.. i guess its only mi, elva n probably leen attending..
kinda sad aint..?

got no idea why i got so upset upon hearing all these too..
perhaps there's just sth wrong wif mi aites..?

im just so vexed n confused.
just felt dat this team is sinking each day after goh left us..
aint we used 2 be da strongest in delta..?
da team wif da strongest bond n fought thru all insults n comments?
why is da world changin so fast?
ppl ard us really change like nobody's business..

human beings r just as ugly.
we're selfish.
we only think bout our own benefits n at times neglect wad ppl feel n tink.

dats da reality.
da reality dat im gonna run away from.


8:25 PM


happy vesak day dudes.

its a public holiday today.
everybody in da family is home..
but i just wonder if its a good or bad thing yeapsss...?

nearly broke out wif a quarrel wif my mum few minutes ago..
thot everything was going real well..
but.. it seems dat.. she dun understand mi well.
n perhaps..i dun understand her dat well either..

life's been pretty jerky for mi recently..
just needed a pillar 2 lie on..
im really tired of da kinda life im leading.
in fact... i feel like getting away from reality.

maybe.. somehow or rather..
dreamland might be a more ideal n better place to live in.

sign off..


11:08 AM


Tuesday, June 01, 2004
uhh huh ... :)

dragged myself to training this morning.
cher's been pretty slacky today.
but after sucha long break.. i supposed the 3 circuits 2day is well enuff. hahz.

accompanied my aunt to get some groceries..

slacked @ home..

n now.. goin 2 be attached..!!!
with my television.. *grINz*
mum just brought a new hk show back... guess u guys just gotta leave mi a sms if u're looking for mi ya..? :P

afk!

i wanna watch blood brothers!!!
anyone? :P



10:26 PM


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