Sunday, October 31, 2004
good luck peeps for ur o's papers yah?
its gonna be a tough month ahead of us..
but dont worry.. we're gonna be free from exams woes!
10:41 PM
Saturday, October 30, 2004
29th October 2004.
a memorable day indeed.
i m, and finally out of this school.
delta, my ultimate alma mater.
very quickly..
o'levels is just days ahead of me..
4 yrs of struggle and hardwork...
im gonna put a beautiful end to all these..
i hope.
1:31 PM
Thursday, October 28, 2004
feeling great =)
went for a swim wif da grp of gurls today.
*phews*
been such a long time since i last worked out.
very different from usual..
we did laps today! hahas.
guess our stamina is really lousy now..
havent really been exercising eversince our canoeing ended.
i miss trainings!
gonna be at school for grad ceremony tomorrow.
why aint we getting portfolios from delta? BOO!
10:01 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
happy sweet 16 niven =)
im just feeling so down these days.
there's seems to be so much to be done..
but..no time to do so..
spent my whole noon mugging wif minghui n becky..
got a fonecall from buddy hearing da news bout da dismiss of ms lim's dad and mrs lim's brother..
joined my girls for ms lim's dad's funeral wake and had a chat with her over there.
i finally understood the meaning of strong.
she is indeed one strong woman. despite the dismiss of her dad.. she was able to pick herself up..
it could even take days for some to get over it.
rushed down town 2 mit up wif minghui n becky together wif niven again..
dined at swensens and had a rather lame bdae celebration there...
well.. hope u enjoyed tho. =)
went down to heeren n took some prints..
feeling so terribbly worn out.
guess i shall watch my show 1st.. blog in again..
There's so much things i want to say,
but still words are hard to find.
niven, becky, minghui & me
Whenever I thought I'm at the peak of my life,
you're gone in silence.
10:05 PM
Monday, October 25, 2004
a fruitful day.
i am. finally and done with my dnt folio.
*phews*
after a yr struggling with dat.. ive finally completed em! =)
after some indecisive thoughts..
i ended up in rm 21 22 with my girlfriends for maths..
dats.. a lil' waste of time i suppose.
i wasnt even concentrating on wads shes teaching..
rather.. i was more interested in chatting and craze ard wif my pals.
so i guess.. it wasnt really dat beneficial afterall.
went to holland v n mug wif minghui n becky after dat..
studied quite alot tho.. =) finally understood most of my electricity chap.
did some nonsense at delifrance n ended up pointing at dat pathetic kiwi slice n started toking bout biology.
had my enjoyable evening with dem..
n will be spending my day mugging again tomorrow..
i guess i shall really put my ms aside at da moment.
regrets will be too late..
i hope im making da right decision. =/
10:22 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
studies, an essential?
1:32 PM
Friday, October 22, 2004
family and friends is all i ask for.
thanks peeps. =)
11:16 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
busy day.
went down 2 sch 2 finish up my artefact and followed by a sci class wif da rest of my girlfriends.
cleared loads of my doubts n am addicted to physics now.. !
gonna be finishing my phy syllabus in a days' time if everyting goes well..
of cos.. still needa practice on my tys too =)
accompanied my sis down to renew her passport today.
was rather fussy over the pictures.. n it took her 2 shots to her satisfactory.
shop ard bugis n bought quite a number of tops with sis.
that new jap shop in seiyu was not dat fantastic afterall.
things wasnt that nice as i've thought. =p
anyways.. sis bf is finally back from thailand!
no need 2 see my sis hugging da fone making overseas calls everynight liaos.
*phews*
our weekend midnight movies shall resume! lOls.
shall start mugging on my physics again. =)
Ohm's Law Lenz's Law Faraday's Law
Newton's Law of Motion
Principle of Moments
11:35 PM
SOLITUDE
Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone.
For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth,
But has trouble enough of its own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air,
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.
Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go.
They want full measure of all your pleasure,
But they do not need your woe.
Be glad, and your friends are many
Be sad, and you lose them all
There are none to decline your nectar'd wine,
But alone you must drink life's gall.
Feast, and your halls are crowded
Fast, and the world goes by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.
There is room in the halls for pleasure
For a large lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.
1:16 AM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
been playing maple story for hours today..
kinda neglected my revision for o's..
bOO!
guess i just gonna work thru da night later..
just chatted with sam a few moments ago..
he really changed alot.
somehow felt da distant between us now.
=/ been 1 yr since i last met him yah?
still rmb da day wen he joined us in sec 2..
suddenly misses my sec 1 n 2 days.. !!!
those honeymoon days. =)
lols. anyways.. shall start muggin on my phys now. =x
Todays
Preparation
Determines
Tomorrow's
Achievement.
lil'update of sam here :P
11:02 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
gonna be having my practical exam tomorrow.
how i wish i can haf those balancing stuff for physics
n da simplest qa for chemistry..
just gotta pray really hard n hope dat god will grant mi wisdom n luck for tomorrow's exam!
i guess i really need to score well in my practical 2 boost my results for o's..
gambette!
12:00 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
yesterday marks da last day of my official sec schooling for da past 4 yrs..
had my last pe lesson playing softball..
n yea..our team won!
its one of those rare lessons where i really ran hard.
wont be seeing my classmates dat often anymore.
will miss dem loads! =)
spent our rain n shine weekdays with dem from delta to bm..
got the dirtiest class award kinda often back in delta..
had that great bbq at east coast wearing our numbered t-shirts..
our form teacher who never give us up no matter wad..
though she often wear that frown on her face..
but she's da best form teacher i cn ever find!
misses da days in delta too...
where da whole school danced.
cha chiku cha chiku cha cha cha..
those were the times..
im left with 2 more wks or so to my o'levels..
gonna start bitting hard on my books n place a fulstop 2 my 4 yrs of studies!
8:04 PM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
spent 3 hrs at starbucks studying a/cs...
im a coffee addict! hahas.
never been schooling for da past 2 days..
it seems dat there're several decisions left for me 2 make..
whether to appeal for 3 mths jc? and whether 2 turn up for prom night?
guess i really need some brains out there 2 help me!
6:23 PM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
feeling great.
yea. wasnt in school for lessons today.
woke up at 8am n went back 2 slp again cos was having some terrible headache.
early noon was stucked at my game.
finally went up to another pathetic level.
i must say.. im really slow. boHoos.
wenta skool for dnt to complete my folio n etc after my game..
din really do much tho.. =p
one whole yr of hardwork..
finally coming till an end. *claps*
rushed home n changed 2 meet elva
initially thought that we were late..
but who noes.. liat n des was much later.
lOls~
ate indo cuisine at paragon.. fantastic.
had my fav cumi cumi!
hahas. walked ard crapping n took some prints.
im gonna paste dem up beside my bed n throw darts at liat everyday eh? wahahhas.
yea.. today is a farewell kinda tingie for him.
he'll be leaving for attachment at US for 5 months.
lifetime enjoyment.
do rmb 2 get some stuff for us! =)
chill out at starbucks n talked alot bout da past.
really misses da times where i took cab 2 dss for oni $2.40!!!
now.. to bmss cost mi $3.30. lOls.
those were the days.
neways.
i guess i just gotta buck up a lil' n start muggin.
11:07 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
im so addicted to MapleStory.
i wanna level up! =x
6:05 PM
Friday, October 08, 2004
Something meaningful :)
THOUGHTS OF A CLOWN
Happiness is contagious
A least that's why that's what I've found
It's hard to look melancholy
When there is happiness around
I'm supposed to make laughter happen
And frankly it's not as easy as it sounds
Why do people laugh when I look so wretched
Or fall face down upon the ground
There are days when I'm not in the mood
To trip and fall upon my head
Days when my situations desperate
And I wish I'd stayed in bed
Each day I have to be seen a fool
So the whole world can laugh at me
Fate has handed me this adsurd profession
And I'm the cause of other people's glee
I really don't know what else I can do
There are few alternatives for guys like me
I've become entrenched with joy through pity
It's become part of life you see
To a clown laughter is his business
And we are not allowed to brood
Unless its part of our "absurdity"
To help "effervesce" your mood
Of course laughter radiates happiness
Something everybody needs
It helps to keep you young at heart
And can generates good deeds
But few think about the Clown himself
And the feelings deep within his heart
He's supposed to amuse the audience
Yet at times his own emotions are torn apart
People laugh when a Clown comes a "cropper"
They laugh more - if he seems to fake some tears
Yes - They really enjoy our horrid situation
Oblivious our back is hurt - or blood is running from an ear
Sometimes clowns are suffering great discomfort
A bandaged knee beneath the baggy pants
Running with a limp may seem hilarious
When you don't know the pain's intense
I know everyone's a Clown at times
At play, at work - or even fooling with the wife
But it really is no fun to be a Clown like me
The sum total of your life
-Albert Gazeley
6:51 PM
just woke up not long.
had high fever last night after having my ice kachang.
lOls.
oh sick.
its gonna be the start of another weekend soon.
left wif ard 3 more wks to my o's n im still stucked at da basics.
gonna really start muggin muggin n mugg!
Maroon 5 - Sweetest Goodbye
Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive
Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say
How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how i
Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive
Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say
How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel
9:44 AM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Read through the Readers' Digest and came across this quote that i thought its rather meaningful:
"Life's short. If I fail, I fail. At least I won't be sitting and saying, when I'm 60 year old, 'I should have tried."
Perhaps, what we thought is da end of the world, is a brand new beginning in our life.
4:04 PM
Monday, October 04, 2004
wells.. my prelims suck like hell.
just take it as a motivation to work harder for my o's..
jiayou! =)
6:01 PM
Saturday, October 02, 2004
alrightt..
im enjoying my vcds =)
wooOOhoOOs..
9:57 PM
Friday, October 01, 2004
handphone? nah.
its somebody's special day today eh?
happy birthday andrew =)
so sorry dat i stopped replying u out of a sudden.
my handphone is now with my safe keeper, mrs lian.
she said dat she wanna keep me away from all my distractions.
n she kept it and wants me to focus on my studies.
good or bad?
i guess i really din do well for my prelims this time.
i expected it myself as i thought i din put in much effort.
but i just gonna promise myself a much better grades for my o'levels.
i aint gonna be like an idiot wasting another of my year here.
so if u guys wanna contact me urgently, dial my home number and hopefully im home.
otherwise can give mi a ring or sms at 9828.... eh?
just gonna treat this as an experience and a money-saving thingie as i guess it wun do me much harm yahhs?
she care dats y she bothers! =)
*grins*
gonna be getting back all my prelim papers nxt week.
guess i wun be in school anymore after that unless i haf problems and need assistance frm teachers..
asked lian about it n she insisted dat she cant give me a definite answer whether the school would want us 2 be back after prelims.
but.. she continued dat bmss wun go after students who dont attend school..
im not one who can absorb much stuff into dat lil'brain of mine early in da morning.
i guess hafing longer sleep and replenishing my energy wud help mi more instead.
just looking forward to 2 more weeks to pass where my sis will start her examination leave from work..
i'll have a companion to accompany me!
just wanna wish all well for da coming n'levels on monday.
regret shall never be a word to use after that.
3:27 PM
