Monday, March 29, 2004
*stressed*
all my maths assignment not done!!!
omG~ gotta burn midnite oil againz. *aRbisH*
sigh... been slacking alots..
wenever it comes 2 doing homework..i'll fall asleep..
wad a lazy nature i possess manz. x_X
suddenly misses those sec 1/2 days..
really honey moon years aye? :(
too bad... all these happy n nice memories can only be thought now.
no longer existing..
besides, wad's ahead of me is HELL! complete hell..
awwwwwwwwwwww....~
it'll be sports heats 2molo.
really dunch feel like running! im stressed.
i noe i cant mk it anymore..
though i've been telling myself to be a little more confident n run wif my might..
but.. i juz cant stop tinking bout losing.. >_<~~~~~~~~
this sch is really damn competitive..
my house mistress called for a sudden meeting during lunch break just to tell us to run well n win..
wtf?! its like.. i was eating halfway wen i heard this news..
its really really unlike delta.. where we are oni concern bout the joy participating.. not participating to win. *sObs*
mr yeww..... mdm lim... ms loke.....mrs pher.......mr chun.....mr gohhhhhh...etc etc..
i misses u guys lotsssssssssssssssssssssss :(
9:18 PM
BACKSTREET BOYS - How Did I Fall In Love With You
Album: Black & Blue
Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone
Those days are gone, and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight
[chorus:]
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble
I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight
[chorus:]
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
[Bridge:]
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah
I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life
[chorus:]
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?
9:08 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2004
its sunday!
another boring, slacky, dead sunday..
yawns.
needa accompany my sis out soon..
damn sick!
i have lotsssa assignments to be completed by 2nite..
*stressed*
had flag day yesterday..
a really tiring day..
dragged myself along tbp holding dat metal tin begging ppl 2 donate..
fortunately ..i've gt some maddy girls accompanying mi there..
haha. after dat ktv... movie n home sweet home..
a long and eventful day indeed :)
4:46 PM
Friday, March 26, 2004
*phews* i'm gonna have my long weekend.
this week has been really stress.
i shoooo busy till no time 2 blog for da past few days lehs.. :(
haha...
well.. matt is hospitalised yesterday..
his lungs collapse again..
nurses @ da hospital r all nt his type.. so guess he muz be hafing a pretty bored time there eh?
prays dat he'll recover a.s.a.p...
so dat i need not hear him complaining so much le.. :P
been slacking for da past wk.
slept alot! but still tired.
guess i've been too hardworking in class recently eh? :X
got back my a/c.. got 88 but my chinese suck like hell. oni manage 2 get 36 >_<
n oh yeshh! i passed my geography! congrat mi pls.. :X i got 14/25!! haha.
dats bout it for my sch.. just got lotssa homework piling up..
n yeshhh yeshh yeshhh!! i m damn stress -_-"""
2molo will be my flag day..
cant picture how everyting will go 2molo..
guess most of us will keep da tin n go shopping instead? =x
hah.
haiyoz.. guess dat's bout it.
hope i'll be able 2 relax this weekend n fight da battle in sch again nxt wk.
cheers!
11:46 PM
Monday, March 22, 2004
SCHOOL REOPEN
sighs. really hard 2 adjust back 2 schooling mood.
help!
5:17 PM
Sunday, March 21, 2004
missed 2day's disney on ice.
80 bucks ticket. *arbIsh*
just reached home frm sembawang..
went there for dinner.. supposed to dine @ a thai restaurant.
but had to wait for 40mins for our turn to come.
eventually ended up in da food court. >_<
my food cabinet is stocked up!
no more pathetic white bread animore! *grins*
everything was kinda in a rush cos my sis had 2 reach her work place at 8pm.
guess we'll be back there nxt month for da famous curry fish head.
*yum YuM*
hOmework homEworK HomeWork............ YAWNS!
9:06 PM
"But I know, or I've convinced myself, that there's a difference between loving someone because you need them and needing someone because you love them."
been on rocky roads..
praying to find a turning junction.
hoping to change da way i am.
its da last day of my holiday.
aint fruitful at all.
besides, i accumulated lotssa assignments to be completed.
ive been slackin too much..
i really need someone to pull mi up again.
but none.
just a fool who aint able to excel in any aspects of my life.
damn.
10:33 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2004
I am a
Leo.
(Also known as "Lion")
My
Horoscope starts like this:
"
From the early age, Leos are inclined towards drunkennes and extortion. When it comes to anything else, they show a remarkable degree of laziness. As a child, a Leo will typically demand a lot of money from parents, then from friends and even casual aquaintances. " (
Read more |
Find yours)
10:03 PM
oh yeah... changed my tag board to chatter board le!
how's it guys?
9:25 PM
post on da tag board.
New image on blog.
Noted:
Pretty cramp @ tagboard section aye?
Colour was great! lOl!
TAG BOARD IS SUCHA PAIN!
7:25 PM
Friday, March 19, 2004
everything was bad.
none went well. none understood.
life's on rocks.
a long journey ahead.
no idea wen i'm gonna be crashed n drop dead.
living is so much worst than dying.
everything appear to be a stone's throw.
but yet so far.
no companion. none.
im a bitch. one in a million sucker.
always thought i could depend on my own.
but i'm wrong.
nothing, but death.
im timid. i dont have the courage to do so.
i suck. i dont fear death.
but dying. its two different thing.
i wish someone could just stab me dead now.
im a failure. a complete failure.
cant stand myself anymore.
however sweet it was in the past, it all taste bitter now.
not anymore in love.
never.
10:07 PM
Monday, March 15, 2004
sick. having fever at 38.5.
competition yesterday was really great.
though aint able to win.. but.. its already an achievement to get into the finals!
came in fourth. missed by just a little.
but.. no regrets! i've done my best.. my very best.
can even feel da tremble on my hand after da race.
was a little outta my mind after dat.. but. not so bad..
managed to recover within an hour.. which was least expected.
thought i wud cry.. but fortunately not..
otherwise i'd needa look for a hole to hide.
went to sch at 8.
was half an hr late for my remedial.
science...... chinese.........
it dragged on to 12 plus near one..
feeling real lethargic today.. -sigh-
didnt have enuff sleep last nite..
went 2 becky's chalet n guess mi, mh, jh seemed a little anti-social over there aye?
oOOpss.. :X
yawns. guess i shall blog in latersss~~
needa tk a rest 1st.
peace!
3:56 PM
Saturday, March 13, 2004
kinda short day.
wells.. had my heats yesterday and came in 2nd..
just a little tyco i guess...
aniwaes.. WELL DONE BUDDY! :)
we made it!!! *grins*
but.. damn nervous now..
so scared dat i'll fall sick 2nite..
i'll eat da wrong food.
i'll not perform well tomorrow..
all these things keep flying across my mind..
n so.. i m nervous! arghs!
though this 2 days were tough..
but im really happie..
i managed 2 kinda interact wif my team mates within these few days..
n realising dat we haf mani in common!
really hope dat this team will stand tall not lettin teachers n schoolmates to look down n despise us..
most importantly.. nt letting ourselves down! -sMiLes-
this cumin week is gonna be long n tiring..
though its holiday.. but.. will be down for several courses n lesson.
look forward for tomorrow.. but nt da week ahead.
if time could juz stop.. i'll love to stop at da moment wen i was born..
bringing joy to my family...
no worries in me.. too young n new to think..
joy to all.
4:00 PM
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
yeah. just got home from training.
was training under da rain but no idea y i aint tired.
perhaps i didnt train as hard? :X
wells.. competition is 2 days away..
no idea how r we gonna win by da way we're paddling now..
just pray dat we'll be calm enuff 2 handle da situation..
n oh yesh.. sorry buddy.. shouted @ ya just now for da direction..
was pretty pissed off by da current.. DUI BU QI! ;)
has been a long night calculating my savings n stuff to help rina..
awwww~~~~~~ come to tink dat i m real broke.
-sighs-
hey hey.. change my ie settings 1st.. someting just pop out.. irritating.. haha :P
cblogya..
and oh yesh.. da song nice?
its i'm in love with you by jacky cheung and regina.. :)
8:24 PM
Monday, March 08, 2004
raining cats and dogs.
hardly spotted any sunshine lately..
same here for my mood..
was really sick last night.. vomitted in da middle of da night...
damn. no idea wad has happened 2 me..
ate da wrong ting? :(
wells.. 4 more days to da SDBA competition..
but my boat still cant go well.. wonder how we are gonna mk it thru aye?
really tired recently.. be it my sch work, home affairs or even personal stuff..
i m really stressed out.
found myself in da middle of da desert.. cant find da way out at all..
especially my science.. my chinese.. DOWN WITH IT!
still wondering if i can mk it thru for my Mass Comm.
by da rate im slacking right now.. i doubt it could bring mi over to any courses in poly..
oh ya..
its sean's birthday .. Happy birthday to you..(x4)
haha.. wells. shall blog in laters~ needa tk a rest 1st..
cblogya.. :P
7:49 PM
Sunday, March 07, 2004
never been so unlucky before..
so many choices were laid in front of me.. but i chose that myself.. n got myself into deep shit.
wells..
in short..
it was melvin's birthday.. kinda guilty dat i made a mess during his bdae partiee..
sighs.. never been so unlucky... it like.. wen we were tking cab back.. we met up wif police road check.. suay aye? *sobs*
pray hard dat da i/o agrees to drop this case..
its like.. i was also at fault? :~~~~~~~~~~(
dad was pretty pissed off over all these things too..
everything was in complete mess last nite.. sad.
school 2molo!
no idea how i'm gonna complete my dnt by 2nite..
its like.. ALOT to complete lorhz.. HELP!
not much 2 blog..
juz wanna thank those who accompanied mi over n stuff..
n even those who lent mi their listening ears n helping hands..
frens. to be cherished.
cheers.!
6:03 PM
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
SIMPLE PLAN - Addicted
Album: No Helmets No Pads...Just Balls
I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy but you left anyway
I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
BUt I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway
How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
9:43 PM
warm. frustrated.
had my english test after skool..
just cant stop dozing off..! think i m gonna fail this paper again.
damn.
how 2 get into mass comm wif my grades in english manz?!
it wud be my oralto. contest tomorrow..
haven even memorised my script.. how!?
its kinda a last minute job this time.. guess i'd really needa huggaaa da buddha's leg eh? :~~~~~~~~~~(
yawns. hey hey..
needa update sum stuff on my com 1st.. blog in laters~~
cblogya!
9:29 PM
And if i lived a thousand years you know
I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day.
But if destiny decides I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight.
7:35 PM
Monday, March 01, 2004
got no idea how this started.
tried avoiding but it came all over again.
wads love?
and yes.
i added some stuff here..
imood: pretty interesting..guess u guys shud give it a try too? :)
changed my background music to Simple Plan - Addicted ..
nice nice hors? :X
aniwaes.. no pictures for mi for da time being.. perhaps wen i becum pretty bahs?
*sObs*
damn tired.
its english day today!
pretty lame.. HOWEVER.. with a genius like mi..
*ahems* my class won! haha.. 100 bucks..
thought dat this sch is pretty rich aint?
shall crack on how to spend this amount of money liaos! *grins*
wells.. i must say.. my class + dat 5b is really great n sporty..
esp guys frm my class.. really impressed mi.. haha
this week is gonna be pretty slacky..
having excursion on wed + fri..
2molo will be da interhouse captains' ball..
n soon it wud be another week... awww~
oh yeah.. jacq. is back to aust this evening..
prays dat her flight will reach there safe n sound..
will only be seeing her this coming nov.. -sighs-
one less ppl 2 bitch ard wif n tok 2.. *sObs*
guess dat's bout all? haha..
nth much 2 blog.. >_<
and yesh!!! 2molo is my maths test..
better pray for me.. n guess i'll be getting back my chinese test paper..
haha.. confirm fail (x.X)
nitesss..*
10:57 PM
