Sunday, February 22, 2004
yawns. another sunday~
life has been pretty stressed up for me..
been really lazie n slack for da past months..
time 2 wake up!!! :~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(
its my da jie's bdae 2day!!!
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y dearieeeee sista.. :)
life aint great.
frens are all breaking up with their spous lately..
stressed over sch work..
even matt tjow is having hard time getting a loan for his new flat..
just gotta pray dat all these will soon be solved n settled?
i lost all my close pals.. not a single one understands me now?
i lost myself too.. dat's life?
at times.. i'd really hope dat someone would stand by my side.. supporting me..
but just cudnt find dat 'someone'...
even ppl whom i always haf regarded as best pals.. aint the one..
has always been busy wif their own life.. their relationships.. i really felt myself a hindrance in their lives..
cud barely find myself back .. not anymore..
if only..
i can faint in the middle of road.. n bang into a car?
i can eat my meals n get choke for no reason n juz die off w/o any worries?
i can fall down da flight of stairs n announce brain dead?
i am able to get infected with some virus out there n juz die rather then letting the innocents having them?
life.
cblogya
1:43 PM