Friday, March 19, 2004
everything was bad.
none went well. none understood.
life's on rocks.
a long journey ahead.
no idea wen i'm gonna be crashed n drop dead.
living is so much worst than dying.
everything appear to be a stone's throw.
but yet so far.
no companion. none.
im a bitch. one in a million sucker.
always thought i could depend on my own.
but i'm wrong.
nothing, but death.
im timid. i dont have the courage to do so.
i suck. i dont fear death.
but dying. its two different thing.
i wish someone could just stab me dead now.
im a failure. a complete failure.
cant stand myself anymore.
however sweet it was in the past, it all taste bitter now.
not anymore in love.
never.
10:07 PM