Sunday, April 25, 2004
come to think of it.
human beings are actually very ugly..
not in the sense of outlook.. but da nature everyone has i believe.
had a childish "fight" with ben last nite.
wasnt in great mood.. wad 2 do?
he stepped on my nerves n used da word "fuckers" to describe my class..
was trying hard to forget bout all my woes n came online to chat ard...
but he turned everyting over.
i believe i was at fault too to quarrel. but has he ever thought dat everyone commit mistakes?
yeahh.. i gotta admit most of my classmates copied.
but.. does it really concerns him? dunno why guys love bitching ard though.
wanted very much to tell him dat he's rash. he's hot-tempered. n he's always seeking for trouble in a nice way.
but never anymore.
he's one who does not appreciate other's insult n seek for the better self.
he's one who tink da world is his..
remembering him telling mi.. " do tell mi if i've changed "...
pride is no reason for him to do all these..
guess i just gotta treat it as i've never known someone like him..
misunderstandings, displeasures had gotten da both of us apart.. n i had enuff.
not anymore.
i became short-tempered towards these issues recently..
no idea why too..
life has been terribly bad here.
n its still da same despite hafing to tink of optimistic reasons n excuses for mi 2 breathe on..
everyone around me changed.
including myself.. my frens. my family.
its really scary to live in a world like this isnt it?
12:10 PM