Thursday, April 01, 2004
its
APRIL FOOL!
yawns.
was fooled several times today..
went 2 gesps 2 fetch my cousin come to realise dat he din attend sch 2day!!!
awwww~
waste my time oni... (*(!@(*^#^@!(*#^!(@*^#!
welll.... everything went pretty well..
was able to survive 4 periods of lian's lesson n 2 hr of lim's lesson.. :P
start 2 catch back my interest in maths.. n hopefully chinese?
n yesh.. i studied for my chinese test leh!!! :P
1 chapter oni... HOWEVER.. aint dat a great start? lols.
gees. hope i can pass this time round.. been slacking too much eh? *sObs*
life in bmss is getting torturing..
its nt a place i wud ever thought of goin to..
n noe i m here.. i feel so uncomfortable..
the things i used to do.. the words i used to speak. aint able to anymore!
even my classmates have changed.. becoming weirdooos.. very slacky.. n etc..
just so unlike them eh?
well.. just to give a thought of my life..
everything has changed..
perhaps those who r regular reading my blog might have simply realised that i've been saying this pretty often..
but i really felt that things r changing each day..
i cant communicate as well as i could in the past to my friends..
my feelings.. just so afraid that they might give negative comments or even mock at mi..
a barrier seems 2 build up between us now..
n its stacking higher n higher.. n i wun be able to reach it soon..
some might find mi toopid.. think too much..
but.. i m perhaps just so different in da way dat.. i'm juz a bitch..
one that does not noe wad's life all bout.
who will want to listen 2 a bitch's thought?
7:34 PM