Saturday, March 19, 2005
mixed feelings.
i thought im supposed to be happy..
but it doesnt seems so.
im really mentally tired and my mind is full of negative thoughts.
i dont know what i want exactly.
if u've known me well enough or happened to pass by my desk,
u might know that it has been my dream to get into that course,
doing things of my interest.
but now, im really at total loss.
is this the route i should be taking?
where will all these lead me to?
pardon me, but i just cant stop thinking bout it.
im not ready to move on to the next phase of my life.
gotta start preparing a portfolio if im going for tuesday's interview.
yes or no?
1:58 AM